Unpleasant Surprise

Just when I thought everything is going to fine from now on, I saw you.

I keep on telling myself I am happy now, and that you are part of a distant past that will never recur.

And yes, you are light years away, and yes, your star won't shine down on me anymore.

But why do I still keep on staring at you?

You were my star, you were my light, you were mine - at least in my playful thoughts.

Now the mere sight of your smile breaks my newly found happiness into pieces.

Without even you knowing, without even me knowing why.

Can you please hide into the clouds forever?

I do not want to see you anymore

And I do not want myself to be seen

At least not now, not in the near future

Not when I should already be happy with someone else.